well, really, as if there were someone listening. I would like to say with sincerity and conviction that there is more to this than luck, and also that I am so very thankful. And. If you aren't certain, just close your eyes, remove yourself from your "SELF" and then feel this sensory overload that we are. as we are
as we experience.
and my dreams are haunted by the past or by the people I have been lucky to know. and I feel them hanging on me - as windchimes - musical and bearing weight on my limbs - I feel as a tree with a thousand chimes hanging and banging in a storm some days - but when it is calm I am able to look out and appreciate their beauty with distance and satisfaction in the blessing that is my eyes. my seeing, blinding as it may be - reflective as they may be because the light that we are, that is the sun - is so strong.
not really secret - if they were really secret they would have been thrown away ar kept with all of the other pieces of unimportant paper in order to appear unimportant. but they are important and are kept as so in little boxes waiting to be opened and found.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
Not so much that it has been decided - but that it has been remembered-
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.
The intent as I sit unrested here- stirred and unclear of the journey taken to arrive at this destination, is more resolute than any unresearched theory of days past.
And after a night of not sleeping, restless dreaming I find myself in a place I feel I began - I am finding myself tired and weighty with the task at hand because there is no other option and in life there truly is never an escape.
To run from one's self and to deny the presence of mind is to deny our higher power - in essence to deny "god" - if in truth we are the creators of this world - as each man is for himself - and to manifest our own destiny is not only a responsibility when a possibility but the only truly possible task.