I have gotten so sick of all of this carrying on and wallowing about.
I don't even enjoy birthday parties or arguements.
I want to do all of the things I haven't done before like water sports and camping in parks around here.
I also want to wake up early and smell the air of the sunrise while I am out walking and holding hands.
I want to feel guilt free about all of these things, not as though I am leaving anyone behind because we are all moving at different speeds.
-Jackie