walk, and walk, and go to the south side of the hill.
head out of this dark neighborhood wearing a big coat, hood, and hip-hop skate boy shoes.
call me when you're ready to talk again.
don't digress to those easy places so easily...
(comfortable places soft with pillows and mental hum to drone out any real possible sound.)
cheap is the fix and cheap is the want to fix you up for me to see you looking so nice. it seems as though it might have been easier for me to have never seen you in those nice clothes, seen you over diner, seen you with hope in my eyes because there was some sort of light in yours.
or maybe i imagined that.
often times we see the things that are not there because we are selfish in our perceptions and cannot help but see jesus in the sky because we cannot bear the thought of being alone.